We miss you so much Michael

Your music, inspires me.
Your dance moves, excites me.
Your personality, is lovely.
Your talent, shocked me.
Your knowledge, suprised me [in a good way]
Your love for the world, entranced me.
It showed me, how little I knew about how much god has to give.

Without you in my life, is truely a painful experience.
Everyday I look around, but dont see anything I know.
Id like to answer you but I cant clarify, if Im a hundred miles ahead or a hundred miles behind.

I was born a century too late.
By the time I was old enough for me to listen and be inspired,
the media had influenced the world to believe such wrong things.

Now I'm old enough to travel by myself to see you.
And your gone, its too late.
I'm too late.

I speak for all younger generation MJ fans and myself when I say,
you may be gone in real life.
But your in our hearts to stay forever,
and even though you left us without a goodbye,
we light up our candles,
sing your beautiful songs,
and love you through everything forever,
untill we meet again in heaven.

It's been almost a year now.
Once again people were wrong, you were strong enough to do "This Is It"
Its beyond amazing.
I watch your face, to burn it into my brain.
But, when I go a while without watching you on a music video,
you start to fade again.
I won't let that happen.

Your so kind, the more everyone hurt you. The more of yourself you gave.
To a point, where you gave your life.
Now only, do people see just how wrong they were about you.
They see the person behind the medias lies - a loving father, a loyal friend, a humanatarian, an idol world wide, The King of Pop - forever.
Loved by loyal fans, friends, and family.

For us long MJ fans, it hurts us deeply, because we knew this all along.
We were the ones who believed,
when no one else did,
when we had so much critizm for still loving you.
Now they love you, and are angry at themselves for believing in the wrong things.

I have to say, everyday is a struggle without you.
The pain isn't as bad as it was last year, its more of a deep sorrow deep inside of me. Even though I can cover it up, it never goes away.
It's my heart throbing, because of all the pain and more pain eachday when I wake up and remember, that this isn't a dream.

We [your fans] will always love you Michael Jackson.
Now the world knows that too.
The world, offers us condolences but its not enough, to fill us with what you still fill us with everytime we see your face or listen to your voice.

Because your forever - my love for you is forever.
When I die, I will greet you at the golden gates of heaven and then we have forever.... then I'll ask god one question - "Why did you take Michael away from us so soon?"



Untill then,
I will never let go.
I'll never let go.